| WHY ARE YOU FUCKEN PEOPLE STILL LEAVEING ME COMMENTS ON HERE?!?!?!?!??!
I HAVE A NEW FUCKEN ZANGER!
GAWD!
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| well ya'll i had a pretty kew weekend so far i guess..
not like anyone GIVES A SHIT!
all im missing is some bud
but im getting that sunday hopfully.
alright homies..
my nickname.. pillz.. needs to be changed.. people think im a fucking popper..
and it pisses me off.
so.. im changeing it.. cause it doesnt decribe me...
anyone got any ideas?
tell me..
wikid killa klown love
i got a new fucking name bitchez!!!!!!
it oskizzy0
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| is there such thing as hope..
to love again..
i want to love again..
but, i dont know if i can..
someone show me love..
someone already did..
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| !!FUCK THAT BITCH!!
imma move on with my life..
im still in the making of that song tho.. and its coming along wikkidly!
so..
im done with this stupid ass depression shit..
time, to move along.. and the best thing is..
we never remember the pain..
just the scars it left..
.pillz.
.much love to the juggalo family.
.you all have helped me deeply.
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| without you, i feel like im not even living.
just like the memorys in the back of everyones head about their
childhood.. u remember a couple things.. and you wonder.. what else
happend?
im not even on drugs and i barly know whats going on. now that hes gone.
theres gotta be more to life then being hurt.
behind these scars, theres a hidden secret.. lost in these eyes i
hold.. i dont want to keep them no more.. i get visions that make my
pupils go fucking crazy.. i dont wanna see this shit. this is all just
a illusion.. none of this is true.. my feelings, are just fake.. this
is all fake.. i aint living.. without him...
my days are not even 1 second long.. just all a blurr... feels like im
on speed. everythings hella fast.. my heart is beating hella crazy..
make me live..
revive me, from this drug.
im scared.. and no ones there..
sitting in this corner.. i feel nothing..
i saw in his eyes.. poison.. it warned me, he will hurt you.. he will
leave scars writtin all over your memory.. he will fuck you up.. i
injected that posion.. and here i am. fucked up.. on a feeling..
nothing is more scary... then feeling like the days.. are seconds.. and
your life clock, is ticking.. fast.. you know your gunna die.. and
everythings in front of you.. why do u go on, being hurt... why..
theres always a reson not to feel good enough...
ive never felt..
so.. misrable.. in my life..
im gunna go...
rap... my shit..
make a new song about this..
and i will.... put the song up, when im done..
.pillz.
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